you don't know were I have been, what i have been threw, were i, am going and were i am at now, 24+ hits purple micro dot in one night a 3 Day peek and insanity started the day after the come down.35 years to get the voices to stop. so grab your Crayons, coloring book and get ready for the IDOTS ride of your life! Zyprexa, Seroquel, Zoloft will be your gift of self inflicted Lobotomy!
I thought the same thing at age 12 when I started the drug scene. that's 45 years of getting no were in life Only now that I am drug free including Prescription by doctors that my creativity has returned. Its a fools dream to think that you out of all, you would be the one Exception, By accident I found a cure for all the insanities I brought on to my self and that was an Amino Acid that the Psychedelics robbed from me from my use and that was GABA, 3 years treatment several times a day! so enjoy the path the leads desperation.
You well see your mistake we all do some sooner some later, there nothing more pathetic to see elderly person fucked up from and or on dope of any kind with no hope other than an institution.
I know what I am talking about only because I was the sooner than later person ! Thank the higher powers, I have a future to live sane.
The biggest thing I learned about drug use is ; drugs make everything seem ok when there really not. You could not have told or convinced me of that 10 years a go. Your time in use will convince you as it does all that have used and survived with any sanity left.
At least your using keeps one person out there not using due to being not available because you got it before they did, so go out and save the world!
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I agree with you about the name brand pharmaceuticals and other so called prescription anti-depressants. I've seen that tragedy occur in loved ones. But regarding purple micro dot, tools have to be sharp to be effective. Don't blame the soldering iron for damaging the traces on a circuit board if you turn the temperature up too high.
By all means, Go save the world!
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